inside rey's bag
Raphael
what happens when we're 100
i don't wanna be 100
what do you mean you don't want to be 100
i don't wanna be that old
how old do you wanna be
well not too old to move around and live normally
i don't either
we'll tap out together
OBVIOUSLY that's the plan, Raphael
wait when were you gonna run that one by me
or are you going to live out your dreams of finally killing me some day
i'm sorry, was this not clearly implied by everything i ever do?
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Her magic eight ball didn't offer advice or try to predict the future, but if shaken usually revealed the rattling of a small handful of assorted pills. Typically just the predictable party cocktail of xanax and a rainbow assortment of ecstasy, but she'd been known to have speed, vicodin, and tramadols for special occasions. Her close friends jokingly referred to her as The Pharmacy and most partook in whatever goodies she had to pass around. She always had something to hand out in the smoke-filled rooms of every party they had. Nobody really much asked or wondered why she always had a pill to pop, and she never asked or wondered why most of them didn't turn her down when she offered to share. It was just the life. It was normal. Everyone was addicted to something; weed and pills were lightweight habits in Hollywood.

Hell, people even did coke socially. She drew the line at shooting or snorting up. Coke was too much like crack and the horror stories of a shitty L.A. neighborhood she tried not to remember ever having lived in. The worst she did was pop pills at parties, which had at some point become so routine that she sometimes had to take something just to survive the small talk.

Lately, though, she was tired of parties. She needed a break from smoky rooms, free shots, and barely remembering the night before. In her best Murtaugh impression, she simply was getting too old for this shit.

“Rey Rey, gimme some candy.”

Her younger cousin Eve had flown out from Chicago to visit her on set in New Mexico. They had been close in childhood, but both had left home at eighteen and were rarely ever back in Toronto at the same time. They were driving around outside of Albuquerque Rey had nothing to give her today but a sorry look and a shrug.

“I’m out,” she answered, holding up the keychain and giving it a shake. Silence, except for the clattering of the chain against it. Surprise lit up the other woman’s face and Rey reminded her, “I told you I’m doing a cleanse. For a month. At least.” The funny emphasis on cleanse because she knew damn well neither of them had believed her when she said it.

“Alright, I’ll do it with you.” Eve laughed and nodded, game for it just to see how long they could last. Rey was just as likely to forget about it in two hours as she was to actually keep it up. Her cousin looked plenty amused about it as she pointed out, “We just smoked a blunt.”

Reyna scoffed, shrugging again.

“That shit doesn’t count, weed’s of the earth.”

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